I am so sick of being run over by this fat bitch and no one does a damn thing to help me. But god forbid I actually stick up for myself for a change. I get bitched at for it. I’m tired of her getting away with everything. I’m sick of everyone’s goddamn excuses for her behaviors!
One day everything is absolutely perfect. Perfect boyfriend. Perfect family. Perfect loving older brothers. Then the brothers move out.. Get married. Then on holidays it’s like to them you don’t even exist because they are so caught up in their new lives.. It sucks. You spend your whole life waiting to get older so people will quit treating you like a child.. But this is not what I expected. Not at all..
I dont understand some mothers. They think they are the best moms ever but they dont even take care of their kid when they are sick. i am honestly tired of this woman’s attitudes. One minute everything is perfectly fine and the next shes at our throat. Its just sad when teen mothers today take better care of their children than you do. I just feel so blessed to have such a wonderful mom/best friend who is better and worth way more than you are.
why are you such a cutie? ;) <3
I see all of these things around Bethel in memory of David Allen Pickeral, and they are really nice and everything.. But why hasn’t anybody done anything like that in memory of JJ or all of those other young students or former students of Bethel? I get the fact that those things for David were given to the school by his parents and he died while playing a soccer game for Bethel and JJ already graduated.. But doesn’t JJ deserve something other than a cross on Mercury Boulevard and a facebook page? and this isn’t just for JJ. It’s for all of the young people that have gone to Bethel. I just don’t think that it is fair..
his pledge to her:
i will kill the spiders. i will share my fries with you when you’ve finished all yours and are still hungry. i won’t ever pop my collar. i will never be rude to your tummy- when i hear it growl and gurgle, i promise to bend down and reply respectfully. i will eat the mushrooms when we order the supreme pizza. i will kiss the papercuts. and the door-slammed finger. and the counter-bumped hip. i’ll try my hardest not to get annoyed when you whisper questions and comments during movies. i will be the big spoon. i will let you win at wrestling. sometimes. other times i will not. i will go faster. harder. i will pull when you want. and tease you when you don’t. i will send you random texts and leave you silly gifts. not always. not on schedule. just whenever i want to. whenever i think you need one. or seven. i will check your tire pressure. and remind you to take your car in. i will hold your hand. i will love you. i will love you. i will love you.
I love how I’m always happy until I get home.. I’m a good daughter.. I get straight A’s. I never get in trouble. I always do what I’m told. yet I’m always getting yelled at.. Even when I’m not, I have to come home to an unhappy house hold.. parents constantly fighting and yelling at each other.. which eventually comes back to them yelling at me.. I hate it here. I have no freedom.. forever trapped in this house..
So I just finished reading INTO THE WILD. I can’t imagine what his sister Carnie went through. If I ever lost either of my brother’s I’d die! <3 I can’t imagine my life with out them. I have looked up to Colin and Tyler all of my life. They have always been there for me and protected me no matter the cost. I love them to death. Like when Colin went through a bad break up, I wanted to kill the girl that put him through it. He deserved so much better than her. There is nothing that makes me happier than seeing my brother’s happy. Anyone who ruins their happiness.. I’ll kill them.